Monday, October 29, 2012

baby j's birth mom will...

baby j's birth mom will testify in court today.  although her testimony will end the trial, our lawyer believes that the judge will not make a ruling today. they believe he will provide his judgement in writing, so that means we'll have to wait a week or so for his ruling.

a few weeks ago a speaker at our church made everyone repeat this sentence...

it was kinda hard for me to repeat.
god is good. yes. thats simple.

if i lose baby j will god still be good?
will god still be good at all times?
is god still good through tears? heartache? brokeness? 

i can say clearly. GOD IS GOOD AT ALL TIMES. no matter what happens today. my god had a plan all along. i didn't know it, but he has already equipped me for whatever we will hear.


  1. Hang on friend. I know your faith will get you through this.

  2. I am praying for Baby J and you.

  3. I pray Baby J will stay with the family he knows and loves, but I will pray you will see the goodness of the Lord no matter what the outcome.

  4. Praying!!! Either way that God will hold you in His Hands! That the pain or joy will give HIM GLORY and that you know that you have prayer warriors that care for you and J!!!!!

  5. i have been there. i thought if my savannah went back to her bio mom that I would NEVER trust God again and that I would be even able to speak to HIM. Savannah went home, and, while somedays it was just to hard to speak to the end my relationship with HIM is so much more close and intimate with HIM and I trust HIM fully.

    you will make it through this. and I feel like J will be staying with you, even though Savannah didn't stay with me.

  6. Ahhh. I can't handle the waiting!!!! Keep me posted!

  7. Sorry this is late but...I'm sorry about whole thing. I feel sad for you.