Thursday, May 19, 2011

this is love.

this is love.
love is not jealous.
love does not boast.
love does not dishonor others.

today i am not acting in love.
today i am acting in selfishness.
today i dont want Baby J to go back with his birth mom.
today i am praying that i will be his forever family.
today i am praying that the judge gives my family favor.
today i am praying i will not return from court with a broken heart.
this is not perfect love.
but.
this is my love.

10 comments:

  1. My heart goes out to you!!! Sending you good mojo and hoping things go in your favor!!

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  2. You have such an awesome heart. Praying for you ohana always :)

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  3. PRAYING for you!!!!!!!!!!!! HARD does not even come close to describing! PRAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  4. Aww.. I hope everything works out the way you want it to. I hope to see a happy update later!:)

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  5. Praying for you mama!! ((hugs))

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  6. I do not think you are selfish. I think that you know in your heart what is best for baby J and that is for him to stay with you.

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  7. I'm so behind in my blog reading since blogger went down. What happened?

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  8. Lifting you up in prayer! Like many others, I do not think this is selfish love. I think you are loving Him with a deep, deep Christ-like love, a love that allows you to love him like your very own. Hold tight to our Savior!

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