love is not jealous.
love does not boast.
love does not dishonor others.
today i am not acting in love.
today i am acting in selfishness.
today i dont want Baby J to go back with his birth mom.
today i am praying that i will be his forever family.
today i am praying that the judge gives my family favor.
today i am praying i will not return from court with a broken heart.
this is not perfect love.
this is my love.