Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Something you don't know about me....i never wanted to have children. Mike poisoned my brain to make me believe it was the right thing to do. i knew i never should have trusted him...but i did. The photo (left) is from a book i wrote for him "100 reasons we should not have kids" After all those reasons, i still failed to change his mind.
i had/have enormous doubts in my mind about my ability to care for and love unconditionally. you see. i have a secret. i. am. selfish. in fact it's my middle name. but kids do something to you. they intoxicate you with sweetness and cuteness and make you forget all about the mishap they had scissors and hair.
i'm glad he changed my mind, but i'll never admit it. ever.