Thursday, March 10, 2011
the saddest part of foster care is realizing you can't save them all.
for me it really is sad. it makes my heart hurt. it makes me question - everything.
i met this beautiful baby girl when she was born a few months ago. she is the foster daughter of a friend. she received a serious diagnosis this week. one that has her life ending within 2 years.
the reality is my family is not in the position to adopt her. the reality is finding a family to adopt her will be BEYOND difficult. the reality is she will die family-less.
family-less. the worst way to live. that breaks my heart. that brings tears to my eyes. family-less. the worst way to die.
i'm trying to figure out why god has placed her in my life. why i can't stop thinking of her big brown eyes? what is my purpose in her life?
i'm praying for her. wont you join me?