Tuesday, October 19, 2010
last week marked baby j's 1 year anniversary in foster care. not sure if anniversary is the correct word. it almost makes it sound joyous. it marked his one year with our family. in one year nothing has changed. we're still waiting. and waiting. waiting for the foster care system to make a move. waiting for a birth mother to make a move. waiting. in fact, the title of the blog should have been *one year in foster care will get you NO WHERE*
when my friends were going through tuff times last week, it got me scared. i am in too far now. there is no turning back. if we lose him. we lose a piece of us.
oh baby j. will you stay with me forever.