Friday, October 29, 2010
i was having an anxiety attack because baby j's worker called to see if she could come by to *discuss some stuff* - YIKES. i immediately went to dark thoughts of them taking him today! i know highly unlikely BUT i was scared. she instead came to ensure that my husband and i were still on board to want to adopt him, if his birth mothers rights are terminated. our answer: YES.
we go to court in December, which i'm not that confident about but she is, so i'm riding on her confidence.
i can't wait till we're off the foster care roller coaster - i'm never riding it again. yes i am. no i'm not. yes i am. no i'm not. yes i am.