i'm headed to court this morning. you have no idea how anxious this makes me feel. i feel like i just wanna know the ending and skip the in between. if all goes well CPS will file a motion to place baby j in permanency and remove his birth mothers rights. she (his birth mother) has told me she will challenge CPS's motion. that means we will be back in court in September.
i'm getting too weak for this. it is such a sick, overwhelming feeling to have the fate of our precious boy resting with family court. how much longer can we keep doing this.