I was reading through my last few blogs about baby j and I seriously sound like a schizo. one minutes I'm like I trust god - kumbaya - and the next minute I am looking for someone to complete a hit for me!!
the truth is I do trust god but I'm human. Being human causes me to think evil things.
We have a few months left before he leaves our care... in the mean time I'm praying for a devine intervention
As a mother, my job is to take care of what is possible and trust God with the impossible.
- Ruth Bell Graham