today i am praying for a miracle. Our dear baby J has a court hearing on Friday....anything can happen....he can be ordered to leave our home, OR he can be ordered to stay forever.....(or a million things in between)
this is the 100th time we've said this prayer for the same kind of situation, yet i still get a sick scared feeling every time. To not have any control over a little person you are in love with - it hurts. deep.
with all my kids, my spiritual - holier then thou self - just prays that god's will be done....but my human - i am a selfish mother self - prays that i will get to keep him...and call him mine.